From: 子韜 To: 世勛
I’m…. I’m really tired. Really, really, really tired. And I’m hungry, too. Really, really hungry. Are you okay?
Sorry, I’m too tired to write in Korean. I haven’t been studying. Minseok hyung says my Korean has gotten worse but I’ve been so busy, I haven’t noticed. I really want to tell you a lot more than I can and it’s frustrating for me who is used to being able to talk freely. I don’t know who can translate this message to you and I’m sorry for that too… Maybe you can wait for me to do it for you when we meet again? I’ll do it somehow. I have to study more.
Our manager says my back has gotten worse to and he won’t let me go out when the other members do. I stay home a lot, and the loneliness has started to affect me in the worst ways.
I miss you, a lot. I really don’t know what else to say to you except that. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. No matter how many times I say it, it wont bring you closer. I feel so silly for all this, but I don’t know how to stop missing you. Sometimes I wonder what it would be if you were here instead of Minseok or Jongdae hyung. I don’t think I would mind being kept inside if you were with me.
Anyway, I hope you’re okay. Take care of Jongin. He’s starting to look sick in all of his pictures. I’ll call you soon, but don’t wait up for me. Sleep more important than it has ever been.
Goodbye. Be good.
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